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December 02, 2005

Repeat after me

It's just temporary.
Temporary.
Temporary.

It will be ok.

Hardest parts so far:
-Not being able to pick Gus up when he cries for me.
-Hearing Gus ask for Mama in the car when John called me.
-Not being able to fall asleep easily due to a gazillion things running through my head.
-Not going to work with John. I will miss our morning commute together.

Easiest parts so far:
-Sitting on the couch while John made me dinner (not a new phenomenon at all, I must admit.)
-Playing with Gus...he was great at climbing up on the couch, fetching new books and toys for us to play with.
-Putting Gus to bed...I curled up with him and read him books and fell asleep with him. I really needed that. Thank goodness he's not in a crib, that would have been tight.
-Having breakfast with Gus, his sweetness flowing around me like a cool salve. He is totally good medicine.
-Having John stop to kiss me and hug me at the exact moments I need it. He's going to get good and tired of me saying THANK YOU at every turn.

It's all good, it will be fine. Every day will be easier. Just stay in there, baby D2! Tomorrow is 28 weeks!

Posted by janna at December 2, 2005 08:16 AM

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You are doing just great...look at the long list of good things! For sure, you are making the sunshine! Love, MOM

Posted by: MOM at December 2, 2005 08:39 AM

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